Love's no secret ♥

Sunday, August 31, 2008 ; 1:22 PM♥

Hello everyone!
wahahaha. and so, here i am, on a sunday blogging. gosh. its been a few days since i've blogged.
haha. i'm so bored at home.
HOLIDAYS ARE HERE YO!
whoo! hopefully can spend more time with Dearie[:
hahaha. YAY! and hopefully going out with Vivian and Jia Hui. hahhaa go take Neos with the WIND WIND machine!
whahha. outing with Danielle, Gerry and Wayne.. (is that how you spell his name?) on friday after meeting Kellock teachers. GOSH, THEY'VE ALL PUT ON SOME POUNDS OR WHAT[:
Anyways, fun luhh.. bloodie bastards. hahaha.
then then, on sat, which was yesterday, hahaha, even more fun. went out with Dearie, Julie, and Matt. hahaha, Matt, you gotta stop the [emo-ing when i'm out with Fumm] thing it really irritates me.
HAHAH, and julie, shut up. you make me puke with your [SHE NEVER REPLY ME!] uhh.... [:
hahaah and so, life is fun fun[:
but now, i'm starting to hate the internet. UGH!
and the TV.. and everthing else.
HAHAH.
i dont like the world):
I dont know if its true.. but pepo do say that the more you think about it, the more it wotn happen.
Hmm.. i dont know, but sounds kinda true to me luhh.
HAHAHA.
i wanna sleep in a hotel!! i like the way some hotels are designed and all.. haha, kinda nice luhh..[:
I dont know what to do during the holidays man.... its gonna be so boring.
haha
well, guess i shall just stop here. just in case i bore you guys to sleep. HAHAH
BYEBYE!♥

Labels: falling into my head.

Wednesday, August 27, 2008 ; 10:16 PM♥

This is a story, of a boy and girl...

G: do you honestly still like her?

(boy has no reply)

G: you didnt answer me you know.

B: i dont know how to answer you okay..

i just didnt wanna hurt you.

G: so all along you've been taking me as a substitute of her?! what do you think i am? a fool?

B: i didnt take you as a sub, i just cant forget her. give me some time will you?

G: some people aint so lucky to get a second chance, i just knew you never liked me!

B: thats not true! i've loved you. i really did. but, all i needed was just a little more time to forget about her. and dont think that i've never liked or love you...

G: and it took you so long to answer me that question?

B: like i've said, i didnt wanna hurt you.

[The girl grabs her bag and leave, crying.. He runs over and tries to hug her. she pushes him away, but he still clings on. She uses all her might, and forces herself out of his arms, and runs into the lift, with tears rolling down her cheeks...]

today, nothing much happened really.

well, as usual... had IT and stuff. was fun, we tried to unlock the internet manager.

which is practically the thing for blocking off YouTube , Friendster and other stuff from school coms.

effing fun.

and so, went for chinese, WHERE CHEENA BUDDY WAS! YAY!(: SHE FLICKED HER HAIR INTO MY FACE :/ TOOT. buddy,you'd better thank god that i didnt cut your hair. HAHAH.

heh, thats all for today i guess.

nothing much. hahaha, TOODLES!

did you know, how much it hurt for you to say that?

did you ever thought, what if one day i'd find out?

were you able to tell, i was falling deeper and deeper, and you still betrayed my trust?

or, was this really too much for me to bear?

Labels: makes me feel like dying all over again

Tuesday, August 26, 2008 ; 8:26 PM♥

HEY! haha, and so.. i havent posted in like what, 2 days? okay, so i'm just gonna roughly tell you about yesterday.

yesterday...
well, school was fun, running around in home econs and all. Thanks Jia Hui, you rock(:
wahaha. Met me Baby in vivo. Watched Dark Knight. nice show nice show. but the Joker was freaky though. I liked it with the effects and all.. the booong boong baaaannggg baaannngg!!! BOOOOOOMMMM!! HAHA! . well, slacked at vivo for a while. heh heh heh... found nice place to slack(:
hahaha. and so, i went to Daiso and bought some stuff.. haha, had a really hard time choosing the nails. hehe.(: slacking with baby is fun... you and my PSP. mind you people, its MY psp he's holding. -.- larhh..
uhh.. haha but, I LOVE YOU!♥

today. nothing much happened. like, really.
woots, had photo taking today. haha looked like crap.
hhaha, homed Danielle again, usual routine.
HAHA
"Danielle, say again." HAHAAHA
its hilarious(:
and so, talking to baby online, and Matt.
NICE PEOPLES.HAHAH.
is gaming really that nice? i dont understand why people can go GAGA over gaming larh.
OMGOMG, and please, dont ever watch TV Mobile on the buses no more.. it just freaks me..
wah lao, they showed this girl slashing herself, TILL SHE NEARLY HAD HAND AMPUTATED. gosh.. IN THE MORNING SUMMORE LEH. i nearly puked in the bus larh.
aiyerh.
hahaha. and so, another day with another short post. HAHA. i'm supposedd to continue my "Therapy" posts. but i lazy. and i doubt no one will read.
so, i shall say goodbye(:
GOODBYE! ♥

-woesandsorrows-

Saturday, August 23, 2008 ; 7:20 PM♥

Another day has passed super fast. oh, and by the way, HAPPY BIRHTDAY DEREK!♥
hahaha, so so.. today was totally boring. ROTTED at home, thanks to VIVIAN chan.
YOU LARH! WAH LAO.. DONT WANT GO OUT WITH ME! tsk, made me rot.
supposed to meet cheena buddy, but dunno what happened to her.
haiyoh.
and so, today is very very very cold.
Went to church for class. haha, met Matt(: AHHAHA, DANIELLE, YES, YOU WERE GONNA FAIL. you cheater. humph. hahah, next whole month must come for class okay?(:
and so, i'm busy doing some art work thingy. bleah. i realised, i really have nothing to blog about.
except how boring my life is.
WAHAHA, after class, Abigail and i cabbed to town. all thanks to the stupid bus that NEVER came. haizz.. haha, gave Danielle some money to cab home as well, dont worry Danielle, you dont have to pay me back(:
haha, so long never talk to her...
I really missed primary schoool..
haha, after class, went to meet baby. Babe, I'm really sorry for today. I think I was going mad or something. you know i'll always love you. (:
and you know what, we only have like, 3 weeks before school closes for the year, only 3 weeks can i get to spend my time with MM. gosh.
Man, life's unfair.but never mind, i'll try to cherish all my time with MM.
to all MM-ians, ROCK ON!!♥
i'll never forget you guys in this life.
well, cover people, if you dont wanna catch a cold.
I'll blog more tomorrow(:
HEHE, byebye!(:

-saveyourkissesforme-

Labels: excavation plus 1

Thursday, August 21, 2008 ; 9:33 PM♥

HEY HEY.. well well, here i am. nothing much happened today. okay, why is there really nothing to do arh?
so, after school I homed Danielle. hehe, its been long since we've talked ):
OH OH, I GOTT BACK MY CHINESE AND I GOT A VERY VERY VERY GOOD MARK. hehe. 73 manns not bad aye.
I LOVE MY CHINESE BUDDY! heh, she's forever making laugh. buddy, if you're reading this, please, dont be sad in chinese class. haha, must laugh and smile more okay? and so, back to my day. sheezles. life is BORING. hahaa, meet up with Dearie for a while, chatted, but i was really tired and went back home. SORRY HUN. hope i can meet him on sat for a lil while.. haha, at least, better than nothing.
I've been sleeping since dunno what time. haha, chatting to CHINESE BUDDY and Matt online.
matt, you're really getting on me about her. haha, but its okay. i know, and understand. dont get too stressed.
nice, i passed all my subjects yo. haha. SEE SEE, even if i'm playful, i still have the ability to do well.
okay, so i found some interesting facts, dont cut down on what you eat, if you want, just a little will do. cause if you'd cut down, your body will shrink, yes, but the moment you go back on your usual diet, your body will turn back to its old ways and you'll never get your body toned.
so, just excersise and get fit(:
okay okay, i think i shall stop here for today.
GOOD NIGHT FAIR PEOPLE. ♥

Labels: everybody's feeling warm and bright.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008 ; 9:23 PM♥

HEY HEY peeps! hahah FUMMIES IN THE HOUSE YO!
okay, that was really lame.
Well anyway, I DIDNT GO TO SCHOOL! (thumbs up)
hehe. well.. it aint such a good idea, i'm like getting back my papers today and i didnt go. -.-
So... i'm supposed to find out "HOW TO CARE FOR A NATION". Its really making my head spin.
Any ideas? Hmm.. i aint so good at this.
So, nothing much today. Watched "Meet Dave" with dearie.... and yeah. Kinda funny, with the small guy and all
hahahah
talking to peeps on msn, and being bored.
you know, being in this world for 14 years, i've been thinking, is there really true happiness?
like, everyone goes around saying "you should do this that this that, its for your own good and it makes you happy" i mean.. thinking about it,
does it really make you happy?
and for the tradition-ers, " find a good husband, marry him and lead your life, thats happiness"
i mean.. is that all there is to it? is doing what you like and what you want is "real happiness"?
i have friends who think fufilling what they wanna do and what they wanna have is happiness. but there isnt assurence is there? Hahaha, i've been thinking about this for a really long time.
Labels.. you know, there's always this thing called "labels". Every street and corner, you'll hear peope labeling and critizing.
well, that brings us to a topic of free speech doesnt it?
haha. Thats another case. I'll talk about it another time.
Well. i guess everyone has a part to play in their lives.
It doesnt mean that just cause you are the Queen or King, you can shun what you gotta do.
that goes for all of us.
heh, remember that. ♥

Labels: royal

Monday, August 18, 2008 ; 7:43 PM♥

haiz.. another sick day. I'm like shivering.
i cant breathe through my nose! gawd... oh oh, got back out math and bio paper. i barely passed my bio.
my math, humph, just cause of one step, i got the WHOLE DAMN THING WRONG. damn pissed okay
wah lao.. i mean, 2 marks may not be very impt, BUT STILL!! i only got 19. and the number 19 sucks. at least a nicer number like, 21 is okay you know.
2 EFFING MARKS. shytes. i wanna kill ms loke ler.. haiyoh.
feeling awfully shitty. and annoyed. woah, mixed feelings. HAHAHA
having a huge huge migrain. gawd. i'm gonna die soon.
i feel like my nose is dropping off from all my pulling and blowing. haiz... okay, that... sounded wrong
but who cares. i want my 2 marks!! If not my name is NOT Rachel Fum.
gawdamnit. stupid math paper make my head spin. i'm like, whirlingg in my own world.

Sunday, August 17, 2008 ; 9:58 PM♥

wahahhaha. I think I'm mad.

I'm like, posting twice a day.

Gawd. heh. so, today.... MOVIE MOVIE MOVIE! oh you know what, i forgot to add the movie in my "loved" section

hehh..

anyway, went to watch [12 loutus], which i think, its pretty retarded.

i mean, give the show a nice ending.

and its like, almost every part in the show, they're singing.

i mean, come on it looked pretty nice in the first part. then

BOOM. like.. what the hell. it goes 20 years. its super retarded.

haiz... i shouldnt have spent it on the movie mann..

okay, so i didnt pay for it, but dearie paid. and its like, heart pain luhhss..

oh wells. haha i wanna go watch SPACE CHIMPS! heh, i think its a cool and fun movie.

watch all the mokeys fly in outta space.

hahahah

and WALL.E hahaha.

i'm becoming just like dearie. movie lover.

haha. if i'd stock up the amount of movies i watch within this month, it would be.. around my science book width. haha

which is kinda alot though.

hehe... man, is life unfair or what.

i mean, i have friends who are partying all night from friday all the way to sunday, and here i'm stuck at home doing freash neats on the table just cause i got a bloody hot headed fight with my aunt over a hair do. i mean, WTF?!

screw it luhhss...

well, i really dont care. i mean, when i'm 18, i'm gonna be smoking fags in front of the police station and drink Johnnie Walker and at the bars.

screw life.

hahaha

well, thats all for today. hahaha. sheesh, my eye still hurts.

haha well, night peeps! whhoos! ♥

Labels: you have stolen my heart.

; 1:06 PM♥

oh HELLO everyone!
gawd. f. it.
my eye freaking got infected... just cam back from the hospital
and i was crying, people thought i was mad. :o
well. nothing much larh
except an old gloomy sunday.
OH, going out with me honey later. hope he can make it though. Missing him throughout the day.
well, sorry i didnt put no cbox. I find it kinda irritating.
heh.
So, i'm made to do this thing, for chinese,
it sayys " if a child scores badly for his/her test, whose fault is it?"
hmm... what do you guys say?
i think its students, teachers and parents.
haha, go think about it.
its kinda interesting.
haha, i'll try and put a cbox so ya'll can reply my posts.
Well gonna get ready for the movie. and this week is a very very very cold week
So pleasse, try and cover up.
Take care and all the best for who ever is taking exams.
may God bless!♥

Labels: too many have fallen

Saturday, August 16, 2008 ; 11:03 PM♥

oh heyy everyone. heh okay, so you guys might think i'm retarded opening a blog in the middle of the term.
I feel so annoyed. should I introduce?
okay, so I'm a very very happy person
i'm super talkative.
i hardly sleep. or, sometimes sleep up to the max
i can make or break your day
i like any kinda music. EXEPT COUNTRY
i think classics are cool
cigarettes screws your life. but i dont give no damn.
comparisons are the worst things on earth
nothing more is than what i have felt. so dont ever critisize.
be what you can, dont be what you say.

hahha see, i'm full of knowledge.
so... life apprently doesnt suck, cause i got good friends.
hahaha
nothing much really. I ussed to think blogs are stupid and useless,
but woah, when i see what you can actually do on a blog, i think its kinda interesting
well, thats all for my post i guess,
nights peeps!

Labels: life is full of lies