Love's no secret ♥

Saturday, September 27, 2008 ; 11:06 AM♥

Stacks on deck
Patrone on ice
And we can pop bottles all night
Baby you could have whatever you like (you like)
I said you could have whatever you like (you like)
Yeah
Late night sex so wet it's so tight
A gas of a jet for you tonight
Baby you could go where ever you like (you like)
I said you could go where ever you like (you like)
Yeah.

LALALALA!
i think the world is still round and pink.
TEEEHEE!!
whoo!
ENGLISH AND CHINESE EXAMS ARE OVER YO!
yeah man. at least the languages are gone. now i've gotta worry about Math and stuff.
i dont think i can make it through sial..
alamak...
Ahh.. see.. when Singapore is hot, IT REALLY IS HOT. when its cold, IT REALLY IS COLD.

I dont like it when people see IJ girls... they label them as Lesbians.
like, WTF.
NOT TRUE. not every girl at least. i meaan.. so what if some girls like to dress up like guys, leave them alone larh.. what has it gotta do with you?
you dont control them.
they dont belong to you, they can do what ever they want with their lives.
yes, God made us Man, and Women. but soon, they will grow out of it. just some grow out of it a lil slower.
Honestly.. people neeeda stop critisizing too.
So what, people will a lil more flesh cant wear nice clothes?
they cant wear what they like?
Some of us just have big bones.. and a lil more fats. but, still... you dont have to critisize to the point where they dont even have the confidence to wear the shirt they like.
People cant shut their fking mouths.
idk larh.. fked up people. cant even let others live their lives in peace.
pffft, Danielle and i were talking in the cab that day.. that people just cant live without either killing each other for money or not critisizing someone for one day.
THEY HAVE TO OPEN THEIR MOUTHS.
cant we be nice and just help each other out?
see.. thats when you find your friends. they dont help you cause you're rich, they help you cause you are their friends. i mean, isnt that what friends are for?
i really appreciate some people for being there for me.. but some.. idk what to say.. they are all air heads.

ahh.. i guess enough of that. haha. okay, so these few days i havent been posting..
haha, so happy, almost everyday i send Danielle home.
oh, did i say? we hang out at jelita cold storage nowadays.
its a nice place to go okay. go to Times to look for books. haha. bought a few some more.. see.. i do read.
Woah, i didnt know Danielle reads so much. she knows a few authors. Good books too.
HAHAHA, thankies Danielle(:
ahh... havent beeen texting people luhh.. idk all die to where liao.
God bless them (:
teehee. i'm so evil. MUAHAHAHAHA!
i might hold a going out thingy after the exams.. around 10th Oct. text me if you wanna go.
haha. remember, TEXT ME.
well, i guess i shall go back to reading and burning my sat away. or maybe study.
HAHA. miracles do happen(:
byebye all you people!

Labels: i wanna see myself die

Tuesday, September 23, 2008 ; 9:58 PM♥

OH HOW WISH SINGAPORE WOULD JUST SNOW AND SNOW LIKE MAD!
gosh.
these few days has been MADLY hot. clearly, we need to have Singapore SNOW!!
and do you know how i'm gonna do that?
i'm gonna have to push and push and push Singapore right next to China, so that it can SNOW!
yay!
brillian idea isnt it?
hahaha yesyes.
thank you thank you.
HAHA

okay. so so.. today was TOTALLY retardedly boring. Went to school.. blah blah blah. then Science. eeeee physics. ahaha hated subject. then then, it was history. gosh, HAD A TEST. i think i'll fail larh. like.. idk. maybe a zero or something.
i DIDNT study a single bit.
i realised, i have a thing to write om my school's white board. HAHA. its so retarded. i mean, i'd go,
"I THINK THE WORLD IS ROUND"
then recently, Daniel was like, " no, the world is pink"
so i went to school, and wrote this!
"I THINK THE WORLD IS ROUND AND PINK! ding dong is back!!"
HAHA
yes, i'm officially a dingdong. HAHA
we are so bored in school to the point where we communicate through the white board.
hahahaha.
Ahh.. i think i need a life. this cant go on.
i needa either, work, or study.
i was abouth to choose work.. but still. i'm DAMN lazy. i dont think anyone would like, hire me or something.
keke.
i'm like repeating songs on y itunes larh.. can someone intro me some nice nice songs. PLEASE!!
alamak.
my english exam is like.. thurs? and i'm still here blogging of how retarded and my life is and how boring the world can get.
whoo! i might go to the make up industry. HAHA! go be make up artiste.
teehee.
i don't think anyone wanna come my shop. scared of me. heheheheh.
no larh. i'm still concentrated on my tourism line.
whoo. better get into that course.
but, still, gotta study hard. ughhhh.
ahh.. well.. i guess thats all for today. haha.
BYEBYE ELMANDOS!

Labels: and pink., the world is round

Sunday, September 21, 2008 ; 10:22 PM♥

Hello everyone. i think the world is round and pink!
Teehee. aiyah.. why the weekend pass so fast? gosh.. its really fast. ANOTHER 5 MORE DAYS TO ENGLISH EXAMS. gosh.
head pain.
Hmm.. Everyone in lfie definately felt confused. I really mean confused.
Everything's just going on. and you feel like you're the only one standing in the crowd.. not knowing what to do.
People.. walk, run do all sorts of things, yet. you feel numb. everything is just there.
You just feel like you EXSIST. you dont LIVE.
i wanna LIVE. Sometimes, you've gotta grab the chance by the hand.. dont let others take it.
there could be better out there. but what for? okay, lets say you have an apple tree.
so you've caught a few apples. But, you saw.. a golden one (i'm just saying this for the sake of saying it) and you want it SO SO SO badly, that you've got to climb. In your hand... you're holding so many apples. Is it worth, to loose everything you have in your hands... just to GET what you want?
well.. still.
haha. Chances come and go. Dont take things for granted.
bad word. Granted.
ever thought of this?
i mean, to be a nice person, everyone has to be mean to you.
Parents tell you that, if someone hits you, dont hit him back.
but when you grow older, they'd twist it around and say "then why never hit him back?!"
i mean.. how contradictive is that larh.
HAIZ.
the world is changing my friend. it's really changing.
People are just getting more cruel and ruthless.
They dont care about lives.
We here, have abundance. People ever in Africa.. If you'd ever give them a piece of bread, ITS HEAVEN.
how many have even SEEN bread?
children there have to worry about what to eat, or wheather they would even survive through the day.
and here, WE WORRY ABOUT WHAT TO WEAR.
hahah.
well, that was just for fun.
had nothing better to post.
teehee.
so today.. i went to church. ahah. SO EARLY IN THE MORNING.. ytd, was at Yoshi's house for his party.
FUN LARH. Cosplayers and stuff.
haha. Interesting group of people.
so had great and awsome fun till 11.45? heh, awsome peeps.
yup, today met honey for a lil while. watched BABYLON A.D.
great movie.. shaky on the ending, ahh... but who cares. ahaha.
as long as i understand CAN LIAO .
haaha. unlike, NO BRAIN PEOPLE. haha
okay okay,
gtg. my aunt nagging.
TATA!

Labels: does it hurt to loose me?

Friday, September 19, 2008 ; 7:55 PM♥

DING DONG DING DONG

DING DING DING DONG!

hahaha, hello again.

yay! today, was a very very.. hmm.. eventful?

okay. so we had Patrons day mass.. which was quite okay larh. HAHA, saw camilus.

hehe.

yup yup, we were waiting in churhc for like a damn long time larh. had to wait for everyone to keep quite and all.

uhh, i think girls are like real chatter box.

cant get enough of chatting.

bleah. woah, just not to be late for mass, i had to spend damn alot of taxi fare larh.

fk.

HAHAH fetched Danielle from her house. then Julie from BSC, then Ophe from harbour.

retarded.

HAHA. and yes yes yes. DAMN EX.

haiyoh. so so so so so so had the stupid music project thing. and like FARZANAH DIDNT COME.

uhh.

lame lrh... i spend the whole night doing the project and in the end she didnt come.

like wtf.

pissed okay.

wwell, after school i went to eat with Jia Hui.. haha didnt spend much time with her last time.

eeeee why exams come so fast derh.

i think MOE should stop exams larh.

i swear. so retarded. everytime stress stress stress. then proj here proj there, every fking thing also must get an A.

gosh.

what the hell adults think teens are these days, SUPER PEOPLE IS IT?!

wah lao.

okay i guess thats all now. i'm gonna redo my project

HAHA

byebye people!!

Labels: i'm gonna drink my money

Monday, September 15, 2008 ; 9:40 PM♥

WAHAHHA hello hello. la la la la, i think the world is GAY.

so, so a few things happen these few days.

AHAHAH. i've been going out late man.. gosh, and the fking exams are coming larh.

sorry for the over usage of the vulgarities though.. i think its PMS.

ahhaah. la la la la.. i cant find songs on the internet.

DAMN IT.

so so.. i wanna talk about Sat.. which is kinda interesting.

so, i went for cate class. (as usual). then then, forgot to bring my book. WAH LAO EH. i only never bring for like, twice? EDWIN(cate tr) KAO BEI LIKE SIAO LARH. fuggggg :/

haiyoh. HAHAH, but after class was fun(: cause they had some mid-autum festival thing.. and like, Danielle, Elyane and Matt decided to go..(or was it i pestered her to go?) anyway, she went.

HAHA. i thought it was retarded larh.

MATTHIAS! YOUR FAULT LARH.. MAKE US WAIT. haha, but i love your PSP. hahaah.

and the game is fun to the max larh. AHAHA.

yup. then had some thingy thing in the church hall. i think i went high or something, i started answering lame riddles larh.

HAHA. then Matt and i were clapping SUPER hard for every performance.

HAHA. Danielle and Elayne thought we were mad or something RIGHT:/

hahah.

and yup.

and then, comes sunday.

HAHA. okay okay larh. met Yolala and Alvin for a while, at PS. then, Daniel.

Daniel, i swear, your friends are scary. and yes yes, i think the world is still very very round(:

hehe.

LALALA. gosh larh. the exams are really near. ALAMAK. i dont think i started revising though.

die die die die.

and so many many projects to rush up summore. GOSH. i wanna die liao.

oh yeah. haha, today went to Vivi's house. HAHAH. really cannot stand her.

EH, dont ka jiao Jia Hui liao larh. honestly, can tell Jia Hui is damn Niang. HAHA

yup yup. thats all for today i guess. HAHA.

well, BYEBYE. lala, i still think the world is round.(:

Labels: wen wen

Thursday, September 11, 2008 ; 8:30 PM♥

-I'm psychotic synchypnotic
I got my blue burners and phonic
I'm psychotic synchypnotic
I got my brand electronic-

da-da-doo-doo.
dee-dee-da-da
doo-doo-deh-deh
HAHAAH i think i'm mad.
I'VE BEEN SAYING THESE THE WHOLE DAY
hahaha.
school was fine.
had to do some Co-creation thing. Gosh. everything also the school want us to do.
diao larh.
but, i think our class is pretty creative though. seen some of their work. *thumbs up*
heh. woah, sian.
SO MANY MANY THINGGGS TO DO! and tmr is our music. i bet NO ONE did the musci vid.
or, unless, incomplete larh
HAHA. I think Danielle is a very very very annoyingly unique girl.
HAHA. "Danielle, why are you so annoyingly so good at art? can you for once, not be good at it?"
i'm serious, her art ahrh.. NEAR PERFECTION MAN.
well, hope she's readin this larhh.
damn... i dont get to see baby for the next 2 weeks! GOSH.
howhowhowhowhow!?!?!
ahyahhhh.. bloddie exams coming again.
I CANT SIGN IN MY MSN. shit msn larhh... what service not available all..
stupid msn.
UGGHH. omg.. i still havent finish my IT/PW. so gonna get killed. shit sial.
well.. i guess thats all for today. heh.
BYEBYE NICE NICE PEOPLE.
ding dong ding dong
ding ding ding dong(:

Labels: i can't see straight anymore.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008 ; 9:51 PM♥

HELLO! hahah. Gosh, exams are comeing up real fast. And i'm dying from revision.

hehe, and so.. went out with babe to slack for a while. HAHA like i said, found a nice place to slack! HEHE!

OMGOMGOMG, my orals are tmr!! damnnn... I hope i dont screw up the picture disscusion part. HAHA.

Hmm.. i was thinking.. are WE, humans, meant to be together as one? like, i mean... have you ever thought, how did so many people come about..

I'm not being.. religious here, but, lets say the story all came from Adam and Eve.. then, how did just 2 humans, end up with a nation of people. THEN THE WHOLE WORLD.

Hahah, maybe we're all just brother's and sisters alike. Y'know. Like our blood dates back to 100000 BC or something.

HAHAH. sorry, i'm weird. HEH.

tired tired. stupid art work thing thing to do. HAHA. alamak, my groups vid havent finish yet

haiz.. so many stuff to do. Okay, lets count. Music, IT/Pw, CMC.tian arhh. and all not say very easy to do luhh..

haiz.

Alamak, better dont sigh too much. HAHA, if not grow old too fast.

Have you ever felt like.. you were super close to someone.. and she just suddenly left you?

Like, she just goes on to someone else. And she ever told you that she loved you so much, nothing can replace that. Nowadays, she treats you like left over food. If she felt like coming closer to you, she'd heat you up and eat. But when she doesnt, she'll just leave you in the fridge, freezing in the fcuking cold.

Ever felt that way?

and now, you come to see that she is so close to her friend, you tend to get a lil jealous. like you start to think "what happened to the friendship we used to share?"

and you start to realise, it all parishes so fast.

in a split second, EVERYTHING changes.

HAHA, and have you ever wondered. If you'd die.. what will happen to your soul? will it still stay on earth? or immediately go to heaven?

Hahah, yeah. Well, i miss homing with Danielle. Miss her too.

HAHAH, i'lll try to pei my friends more. Thanks peeps, you rock(:

Well.. gtg, needa do my art and IT proj.

BYEBYE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD!♥

Labels: sunshine in the rain ♥

Monday, September 8, 2008 ; 9:42 PM♥

DESIDERATA

eeeeee! hello!(:

wahahha. yayness. school re-opened. haha, FUCK LPS SIAL. first day of school catch me for short skirt.

CB LARH!. ughh. haha, anyway, met Baby on the 855 bus. cause he wanted to go watch movie. some sassy girl thing.

DAMN DRAMA OKAY. but it was a nice love story. its like those the.. "i can never replace you with no one else" kinda love story.

and omg.. i think music boxes make me cry.. it has that "never leave me..." feeling..

HAHA. yeah, i cry alot. Emotional, emotional. hahaha, and listening to a song now.. makes me think of this story...

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G: Do you still want me?

B: Yes! of course i do! why'd you ask?

G: Cause, I dreamt that you didnt want me.. and you gave me a music box, for our farewell gift. You still love me, don't you?

B: Oh dont be silly..

[Boy is hesitant to give the girl the music box he bought... he knew it would all come true.. that one day, they would part. And their last gift, music, could drift them off, painless. he didnt bear to do it.]

The girl peeps at the boy's hand and ask:

G: Hey, whats that in your hand?

B: Oh, nothing. Really, nothing.

G: Come on.. let me see it. I bet its beautiful.

[smiles]

B: No! Its really nothing!

[The girl chases him around.. only to find out that the painful truth cant be kept forever.]

G: It's a music box.

[She opens it up.. soon, crystal like tears roll down her cheeks as the the tune plays the melody of hurt, and sadness]

G: Its all gonna happen. I knew this would happen. You know I've hated them music boxes.. and you still gave me one. But this one's beautiful. It plays the hurt inside you. It plays how much you care. It plays.. You.

B: You.. dont have to say that. I didnt mean to..

G: Nah, its alright. heh. Thanks. and Goodbye.

[She hugs him as tight as she could, knewing she would never see him again. He hugs her tightly as well... smelling the sweet perfume of roses on her neck, he wish he'd never have done that]

G: I guess its all too late for that now. I Love You.

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well, i guess thats all for today. BYEBYE! ♥

Labels: hello and goodbye-

Friday, September 5, 2008 ; 10:12 AM♥

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HELLO HELLO. gosh, havent blogged in a really long time. HAHA was busy going out, and doing projects. heh, surprise huh.

HAHA yesterday was super super super fun luhh... cause my music group had to do a MTV. hahaha, and the song is "Teenage Love Affair." gosh. i thought it was retarded though.. i mean, they wanted a male lead.. and they had to choose me. HAHAH was cam-whoring with Farzanah on the henderson bridge, cause we were doing it there. i look super weird in those pics :/

In the morning, Baby came over to me place. HAHAH had loads of fun. We kept laughing and laughing.

Then.. he kept not letting me wear my bung clothes. (it was for music).

HAHAHAHA. i didnt kisss no one honey.
omg.. i seriously look weird in those pics.. babe brought me to the saloon to style my hair.. in

the end, we had to chase the bus and my hair was screwed! :/

took so long to made it look nice and i had to screw it up larhh. f. haiz...

been wanting to go out with Viv and TJH. gosh, they're so busy peeps.

OMG, and i cant see Baby from next week onwards.. cause i'm schooling and he's working.

shytes.

AND AND AND AND , i want my Johnnie Walker! baby, you owe me one.

omg.. my eye hurts.. cause i went to pierce my ear.. on the right.

hurting like shit. damn scared i go blind or what sial..

haiz. better not think about it.

HAHA i guess thats all for today. might post tomorrow.

HAHHA

peace out peeps!

Labels: Forget about who you've told, you love.

Monday, September 1, 2008 ; 10:32 PM♥

YAY! HAPPY ONE MONTH TO US! haha! :D
so happy so happy. HAHA I LOVE YOU BABY! :D
gosh. so today is our anni. okay, fine, to you guys, 1mth aint so much, but i think it was kinda happy for these 31 days we were tgt. (:
HAHAAH
spend nice nice times with him :D
and so, today baby came to my house, and slacked.
haha, watched the movie Bratz. and then, got bored. and played with my com.
HAHA. i kept on trying my outfits, to let him see.. gosh, i look damn hot when i was a bung.
well, whats in the past shall be kept in the past. Dont wanna rack it up.):
Baby had work at 3.. so i sent him to shaVilla. haha, sounds like a nice cool place to work right?
BUT ITS NOT! it succks. ahahah damn boring inside luhh
ahhaah
sorry hun. [:
hahaa then, met Yolala and her Alvin. heh. they came to my place luhh.. she wanted me to put her make up for her. :/
HAHA
AND SHE WAS SCREAMING :/
uhh
ahahaa so today was fun fun and fun. HAHAHAH
laugh like siao.
yeah Yolanda, "NIKE is short for National Institude of Kangeroo Eggs." AHAHAHAHAA
that was madness.
its fun to make up stuff luhh.. like ADIDAS, its "all day i dream about sex."
i mean, WTH? :/
yeah yeah, so i guess thats all for today.
hopefully can go out and meet hunn for a lil while. [:
Nice short post to sum up the day.
SEE YOU GUYS!