Love's no secret ♥

Tuesday, November 25, 2008 ; 6:26 PM♥

HELLLLOOOO!!!!!
hahaha i'm nowinbangkok doing shit stuff man
you know you know....
i am dead bored okay...
shit larhh... nothing better to do than sleeeeeepppp!!!
wah lao ehh...
okayyy.. so

Saturday!
Sat in the bloody plane forabout 2 and a half hours.
did nothing, excpt read a book and sleep and stufff
hahaha i dontk now how to people tong so many many many
hours of plane flight mans..
yarh.. arrivied at Bangkok and died of tiredness.
missing alotof people okay..

Sunday!
Went to see PMM's rehersal gradutation
from her university
hahahahah. damn cute larh okay.
took quite alot of pictures with her man.
yarhhh.. as bored to death at home and stuff. uhh.
just the blooddy TV and 2 stupid books for my holiday.
uhhs...

Monday!!
erm...lets see..nope, didnt anything at all.. AT ALL!!!
yarh larhh. erm, makan and sleep.

Tuesday!
here i am!!! on the stupid
internet.. BLOGGING!!!
hahahahahah okay okay
the people i'm missing now are

Vivian!
Danielle Goh!
Juliana!
Yolanda!
Litty!
Matt!
and yeahh..
thats it i guess... oh oh.. and..
HAHAH ____ yeahhh...

anyays, love you peeps!!
will be coming back on the 23 of Dec..
so fucking far away!
but anyways, yeah.
LOVE YOU GUYS!!

Labels: dont it just seem all so simple?

Friday, November 21, 2008 ; 10:47 PM♥

Hahahaha.. one more day.. JUST ONE MORE DAY.
and i'll be in Bangkok. ): DAMN SAD OKAY.
i'm so fking gonna miss everyone. WHY LIIDATTT.

haiz.. okay okay, so today.. i was being SANTA CLAUS!
heheheheh. i bought Subway Cookies for all my friends. hahaha
but a few, i'm passing to them tmr.
slacked at Danielles house for a while, and revived the old old old old times. DAMN FAST OKAY.
And, thanks Danielle, for everything.. you've spent HALF my life with me.. and yeah, i'm just really happy your in it! yays! hahahahah. Hope you enjoy your cookie!

Then then, went to Baby's house!.. Fun. hahaha, i like went to everyone's house larhh..
so so, i went to Baby's house too. hahah..
talk talk. Shared stuff. and yeahh.. just hope we could go back to what we used to be okay.
i mean, yeah, i really missed it. I just dont wanna feel jealous again and i want us to talk.
okay?
Baby, i'll sure to miss you as well. dont know. i might bring my Laptop or.. maybe not. i dont know larh. but yarhh.. i'll try to call you okays?

So, this is for you too! :
Baby, I thank God for all the times that we've shared.
i thank you for hurting me, cause it really made me feel different.
Baby, sometimes, I just wanna live in your arms.
Cause I know yours is the safest.
I love those times where we could just laugh without a guilt in our hearts.
I'm sorry for making you wait.
I'm sorry for hurting you.
just please, dont leave me alone.
To cry, To eventually.. die.
I will stay close.

Baby, I will always love you!♥

Labels: kill me with your looks.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008 ; 10:15 PM♥

HEY GUYS!!
sorry i didnt post these few days.. haha well..
here's a break down.
Saturday:
Yolanda, Alvin and I went to Media corp to support Christina Yeo
for her something something super star.
haha. then then, met the piggggyyy Julie on the way to J8.
hahaha.. idk, ate Yoshinoya and yeah, town-ed. Far East.
then then, Julie was dragging us around to see her stuff.
i cant believe she's going gay. and i really mean GAY.
like, PINK GAY.
omg, yes. i know.
hahah.
yeah damn it larh. been super super pek chek.
money problems... and family problems... wtf, okay. Decipher.
Would you like it if some one called you something like, cheap.
would you like it in front of your face or behind your back.
My aunt called me cheap for nothing..
and its like, she said it behind my back. i over heard it at the door..
and yeahh.. wtf okay.
then yarh larhh.. every single fucking thing also wanna complain. but
yarh, i know. too much freedom.
but sometimes, privacy really means alot to young people.
haiz.. sian. oh oh.. like omg larh. sorry arhhh..
i'm like squeezing alot of stuff into one post.
HAHAAH
hmms..

Monday:
well, we Celesta, Joyee and I went back to school to check our results.
hahah YAY!! WE ARE IN THE SAME CLASS!
but but.. recently Joyee found oout only she and i are in the same class.
then then, Celes pulllled me to Sengkang to pass the blogshop person money.
woah, on the train we met Sharleeen! eh heh.
yeap.. then then, walk walk at Sengkang there lorhh.. makan KFC!
hhahaa.. then Celes came to my house. yeahh.. then she was like, cracking her brains on where to eat with her friend.
in the eng, ALL CAME TO MY HOUSE AND EAT. hahhah. so yarh.
laugh laugh, talk talk.. then, she go home..):
hahah. yeaps! After that..
practically did nothing i think.. i'm not sure..
and in the night, went to meet Daniel... talked.
like, hell. haha. nice dude. yeah.

Tuesday:
OMG. THIS WAS THE BOMBZZXXXX MANNS.
firstly.. Celes called me go out with her to.. ermms..
Great World! heheheh.. ate at Kenny Rogers.
hahahha.. something happen during our makan time!!
hahah.. then then.. walk walk around.. i wanted to find a bag for myself.. but..
to no avail. so yeah. Decided to go my house... play play play piano liaos..
____ came to pick her up. eh heh..
hahaha hmm.. Then then, Julie called me out.
but i was too busy with Celes so i made plans later in the evening with her.then then...
we met at vivo and yeahh.. wanted to watch a movie..
but, the stupid cinema was closed. -.-
so so.. we changed plans and decided to WALK TO CLARKE QUAY.
hehehehhe. crazy, i know.
haha then then.. we waved to like every car that passed us..
omg.. okay, then one guy waved back at us.. he thought we needed a lift.
HAHAH. and he made a turn to give us one.
LIKE OMG . hahah damn weird.. yeahh.. got to know him and stuff.
eh heh.. then yeahh.. Julie and I ton the whole, night.
damn fun larhh.. talk and talk.. got pretty deep.
that girl arhh. Dont worrry, you know i love you Julie. heh.
hahaha
nice mans.. but Julie had peeing probs. and kept wanting to go the toilet.
wth-.-

Wednesday:
FRISTLY, HAPPY ONE YEAR TO YOLANDA AND ALVIN!
hope you guys would last together! hahhaa.
must thank each other for the hardtimes and good times. love you guys!
yeahh.. then the next morning was this morning!
hahha.. Julie went to school, and i went home to get a fucking scolding from my aunt.
fuck.
then yarh.. Julie called me out agian cause LITTY LIAN wanted to meet me.
hhaha. slacked at mos
till Yolala and Alvin came.. went to Thai express.
haha ate greeen curry!
whoo!
spicy, but still nice. yeahh.. then came home.. and fight fight again.
idk whats my aunts fucking prob larh.
anyhow.. yeah.. thats pretty much it for these days..
gosh.. i'm leaving in like, 3 days sooon.
DANG IT.
but anyway.. hope you guys have a nice holiday!
TATA! ♥

Labels: will you be by my side?

Monday, November 17, 2008 ; 1:05 AM♥

Beautiful Michelle!!

Pretty Jing Jing!!

ouh.. HAHA, Miss Koh,
notice!! she wore a dress!

Miss Sanira!

Prom Princess of the

night, Rachel Ann!

Auly phoonn!!

Jiang Lao Shi!

Prettaye Dayang!

Heyy... sup people!!

thesee were the pics taken at the

St. Theresa's Convent 75th Anniversay on friday! yay! okay, i just thought saying the full thing would sound nicer.

hahhaha

like.. okay, super alot of seniors looked Beautiful, Hot. and Sexyyyyyy!

and yeah.. performance was great and all.. haha, especially the dance.

(Joyee, this is meant for you. hahaha)

yeahh.. and i swear larh.. all the teachers look so diff from school. like yeah.

FRANCIS WORE A FREAKING SUIT.

hahhaah

ate and ate.. talk and talk and went to take pictures!

whooo.. i swear, i'm still blowned by the amount of hot gals okay. AAHAAHA

guess thats all!

TATA!

Labels: nothing but love.

Thursday, November 13, 2008 ; 10:04 PM♥

Have you ever felt like you've been left out.
You've done so much for that person.. yet they dont even remember you exsisted.

That they STILL have feelings.
That they still care.
That they have gone the extra mile.
That they would do anything to make you smile.
That they would specially buy stuff for you to make your day.
That they would send you home.
That they would hunt the person who made you sad.
That they would kill the person who made you cry.
That they would help you the end.
That they would stay right by your side.
That they would do little little things to help you up.
That they would take notice of what you wear.
That they would take notice of your favorite color.
That they would ask what you'd like to eat.
That they would ask for your opinion no matter what.
That they would tell you every single detail.
That they would say the truth no matter how much it would hurt.
That it matters to them if you were alright.
That they love you.
Yet you dont even see how much they have done.
yes its their choice not to do it.
but it hurts to see you cry.. to see you hurt... you treat them so invisibly.

Sorry, i dont feel like blogging..
just had to say this for the moment.

-thanks for those years-

Labels: out

Monday, November 10, 2008 ; 10:43 PM♥

Yesterday was over

Today I'm fine without you

Runaway this time without you

And all I ever thought you'd be

That face is tearing holes in me again,

But today I'm fine without you

Runaway this time without you

And all the things you put me through

I'm holding on by letting go of you.

HELLO!

erm, firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTY LIAN!
yay! today was Litty's birthday.

celebrated it for her.

Met them. Litty, Juli and Christina(:

then then yeah, went to walk walk and see see.

then we went to MAKAN!

some hongkong restuarant.

ehheh.. FKING ex. but nevermind larh

hahhah. then then, went to buy movie tickets.

like yeah.

watched.. erm.. Dragon Hunters.

its animation. -.-

but super cute.

hahahah

yeah. then then, Julie went to get the cake up.

HAHAH then yeah.. ate cake at Swensens.

hahahh

whoo! Oreo ice-cream cake.

yeah.

then everyone went home):

then here i am(:

lalalalala.

-Darling, it doesnt matter if you dont care.

cause you know i do a million.

Honey, it doesnt matter if you dont want it.

cause you know i'm gonna want it a million times.

Dear, its doesnt matter if you dont talk,

cause you know i'm dying to talk to you millions of words.

Sweetie, it doesnt matter if you dont think it matters

cause you know i think it matters millions.

Baby, it doesnt matter if you dont love me,

cause you know i'd love you a million. -

it's all just gonna be it.

i really wanna talk and hold you again.

just one more time.

Labels: you can't feel.

; 10:08 AM♥

HELLO!!!
so so, on Sat.. hahaha
i went to Joyee's house in the morning. We were going to her mom's kindergardens concert.
yeah. Waited for her mom to get ready and stuff. Soon her mommy drove us to a bakery to get 200 DOUGHUTS! WAHAHAHAH. it was the mini size-ed though -.-
yep. then drove to Raffles Town Club. woah. nice place you know.
The ballroom was nicely done up. okay, so this is a kindergarden concert. OMG.
the kids were effing cute okay. we had to lead them to the toilet, and wait for them to finish pee-ing.
hahahaha. the lil kiddss were efffffing cute. i cant stand it.
hahaha. then Gabriel came(:
after the whole thingy.. went out to orchard. OMG. i was dying in my heels.
[sorry joyee, couldnt walk with you. ): ]
she wore a really nice pink dress. cute and hot larh. hahhaha
so yeap. that was for Saturday!

THEN. SUNDAY.

omgomgomg! Yesterday was the BOMMMBXXXX.
whoo.
okayokay, i went out with Vivian, Jia Hui and Amanda!
teeeheee.
they met earlier cuse i had church so yeah.
i met them IN the MRT. hahaha. then then ,train-ed to Pasir Ris. to Escape.
omg, fking boring luhh.
i cant believe we paid 17.70 to go in.
should have gone to WWW instead.
wtf. but anyway. yeah. we played some games.. ermm.. first was the spin spin wan.
second.. also spin spin. ahahah
i swear, i cant take spinning games.
idk why.
THEN THEN, we went to play the SLIDDEE!!
you know, the boat sliding thing.
hahaha i got soaking wet okay.
Amanda and i wanted to play Inverter. but omg.
i think i'll die.
its 360 DEGREES, 8 TIMES.
wtf. i'm not going on that
hahahaha
the queue was long btw-.-
then SPLASH SPLASH liao.. go and change.
ahahahah then went to some shopping centre.
i bought my christmas prezzzie!
for myself though.
idk what to give to the rest. Self made stuff i guess. more meaningful.
HEHEHEH.

guess that was all for Yesterday.
i'm so lonely larh, no one to talk to.
uhh.. I WANNA BE ATTACHED! shit.
anyhow. yeap. wtf, i'm going to Bangkok for a whole month. wahh.. i'm so gonna die. and not as if that place is exactly very "clean"
its scary and horrifying.
I wanna change hairstyle! like.. full side parting.
but.. still. hahhaha.

Labels: everything happens this way.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008 ; 11:03 AM♥

爱淡了

Hello!

i'm feeeling bluuuee.):

Firstly, i've got NO FUCKING CASH.

Secondly, I FREAKING NEED A HAT.

Thirdly, I NEED MY WHITE SKINNIES!

okay(:

now i'm feeling better.

HAHA,

shall write in pink.

说好的幸福呢

so the song now is 说好的幸福呢

damn nice song(:

what happened these few days.. hmm..

okay, so on monday, i was supposed to help Alvin find Yola.

the post on NOV 3 was meant for them.

-please guys, its been a year, ITS GONNA BE A YEAR. Yol, IT WAS A YEAR AGO. just let it go okay-

-i will forever love you(: -

yeaps, those 2 arhh..

haiz.

then then, yesterday i was supposed to GO MEET LEONARD, WHICH NEVER DID HAPPENED CAUSE HE NEVER DID WAKE UP ON THE RIGHT TIME.

eff you Leo.

sial larhh.. this holi is SO FUCKING EMPTY.

i wanna go out with Danielle Vincent Goh Hui Mei SOOOOONNN.

uhh.

and those of you who would like to go out with me(:

haha, yesterday. Went out with Julie, Li Xian and Vivien... erm, Tan.

yeah. Tan.

hahaha. met at bunk and slacked. slacked till julie had her drrrrrrums.

then then, Vivien and LiXian and i went to play the piano!!

wahahaha. yeah. i didnt know me and her(viv) were learning the same song(: teehee.

then then Li Xian were looking for boooks and found so many many nice books. but we only could afford 1 each. ): sad larh. but never mind i bought mine with the most Jay Chou's songs(:

then we were making hell out of noise when julie came back.

(note: i only say we were making NOISE when JULIE came back. HAHA.)

yeaps. she played her giutar, then sing sing sing. hahaha. then people were watching O:

but never mind larh. hahahah.

Had a fun day in the end(:

VIVIAN CHAN AND TAN JIA HUI!

you guys had better take the wind wind machine with me okay

if not i kill you!!

okay, so i wont. But still, i'll be mad. and get and angry AND KILL YOU.

hahahahah.

see... told you this holiday was boring.):

haiyohh..

i guess i shall go back to YouTube to find some funnnnneh vidds so that i can intro you guys!!

wahahahaha.

okay, i had to do that(:

TATA!♥

Labels: nothing's gonna bring me down.

Monday, November 3, 2008 ; 12:26 AM♥

Does it hurt inside you
or do you feel the same?
Would it make you feel better
if i'd just walk away?

Time can tell it all apart.
and you know time can
make or break our hearts,
cause thats what we are for.

Its all, just a lie..
its all here tonight
cause you're next to me.
yet your heart's a million miles away
You're here but gone.

You wont hear my explaination.
my hearts pounding yet you still dont listen.
Your questions drive me insane
but you know that all i needed was you.

Baby is this how it ends?
I could be naive and think its all just a dream
Hasnt this gone too far.
Cause i'm mad, and you're mad
but as long as we're okay by night.

Baby. you know you're all that i needed.
♥

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